Random Thought Tuesday 2/24
With everything that’s been going on recently, I’m even more adamant about wanting to marry Scott. Not because of material possessions, but because I’ve wanted to since our first kiss. I’d assumed we’d have years upon years together, but now I have to come to terms that that may not be our reality. He’s in my heart and soul, and will be until the day I die. Words cannot properly convey how much love I carry for him.
Cancer robs you of hopes and dreams. It makes you face mortality, even if you’re not the one that was diagnosed with it. It infects your thoughts until the worry and grief consumes you.
I’m trying. I’m trying to be positive in the face of uncertainty. It took me 31 years to finally meet the one man, unlike any other, and now after only eight months, we’re being tested.