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Last night was amazing! Finn picked me up around 930, and we went to a local bar, where Bozo and E met up with us (to get a feel for him). They both approved, and after about a half hour or so headed out to our usual haunt, leaving Finn and I on our not-a-date that became a date.
OMG, I had so much fun! Talking, hugging, kissing, just generally having a good time. About an hour or so after Bozo and E left, we headed to another bar. We were there til close. There was more talking, hugging and kissing. After the bar closed, we headed to Waffle House, ate breakfast and generally hung out, flirted, and snuck in a few kisses (seeing a pattern?).
I didn’t make it into the house until dawn. We sat in his car talking about everything. Scott, us, and how the night had gone.
As of now, we’re not in a relationship, but more of a flirtationship, and agreeing to take things slow, to see what develops.
I’m not gonna lie, I definitely fell into some feelings for him last night.
With the warmer weather, I’ve officially decided that this is going to be my summer of fun.
Late nights, bonfires, fireworks, and friends, I want it all. With the way things have gone for me thus far in 2015, I deserve it. Plus, as I told Finn last night, I’m currently single, and I don’t see that changing any time soon, so I’m gonna live it up.
I’m particularly excited at the prospect of being able to hang out with a friend I haven’t really seen since I was 19-20. He’s planning on visiting a lot this summer.
I still have to sort things out and find a place of my own, but I have confidence that’s not far off now.
And that’s putting it mildly. I’m trying to get used to being single. It’s a weird feeling, especially since I haven’t been single in ten years.
I’ve still been talking to New Guy on a daily basis, and he’s even earned a nickname: Finn. I mentioned to him that that’s what I’d been calling him to friends when Scott was around, he liked it, so it stuck.
Finn was the victim of my drunk texting Saturday night, and rereading them makes for a hilarious read. I ended up walking out of the bar wearing only half the clothes on I had walked in wearing (short sweater dress with jeans underneath). Towards the end of the night, my jeans had been taken off. Thank God, there are no pictures.
I’m also currently looking for an apartment. I’ve got to get out of this house. Things are starting to get tense. Scott’s daughters are fighting over who gets what, while I’m just hanging out in the bedroom, trying to figure out WTF I’m going to do. He’s also acting like he’s pissed off at me. I’m trying to distance myself. It’s hard to live with an ex when the breakup is still so new. Especially when I want to be out of the house. It feels like the walls are closing in on me.